My Harry Potter studies over the years.
I started writing you a letter, most of the letters I have written you will never see. I cant bring myself to show them to you. My heart aches and I often cry. I want to be in your arms, hearing you say everything will be alright. I love you so truly with every once of my being. I know this thought is scary and completely over whelming. I didnt mean to fall so hard for you, I wish taking it back was an option. I trusted you with my heart and you broke it. Not like the other guys I thought I loved this was different. I hurt all the time and yet all I want to do in the day is talk to you. Our endless and pointless conversations. I want you to be in my life forever and now I may have to ask you to walk away and never come back…
Dane I love you.. You even say you can say it back but that is not enough. It is more complicated than that.
I hate the decision I had to make bc now, its over for good and all I want is to be with him and around him.. I love him
I can remember the exact moment I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. Its sad that nearly two years later it means absolutely nothing.