You know you are giving me hope…
I rather pretend you didnt exsist than feel the way I do about you in this moment.. The feelings arent returned and I wish I.could give up. But you are on my mind all the time… it hurts more than I thought it would…
I love you and my family likes you. You can hold your own against them and anyone else. You grew up in the same way we have so many of the same interests. When we are miles apart we blast the same songs without even knowing the other is doing it too. I just really like you and for the first time ever I literally cannot.picture my life without you in it. Even as a friend.. i could always see an end to my other relationships or friendships.. but you from the moment we met I knew you were going to be around for a long time… i wish you could decide what you wanted.. bc you keep giving me hope. I try to keep.myself from falling for it bc i know its not what you are trying to do.. but dood.. I love you… seriously…
I wish I could tell you that I love you with out feeling like I am doing something wrong.
I love him and I want to scream it at his face repeatedly